Welcome to 2008?!
I almost had a panic attack at work last night thinking about how I had suddenly taken a step back 3 years. In the summer of 2008 my life was completely turned upside down. The person I pretended to be was called out and I had to take a long time and think about who I wanted to be. I lost what I thought had been good friends because of my childishness. I almost lost the most important person in my life. That was the inciting incident I needs to spur me into action. I stopped talking and started doing, I stopped my childish thinking and kept myself on track. I have since become lazy..
It’s a new year and I don’t like the new me. I will continually need help discovering who I am and I will continually be made new. It’s exciting to know that I can learn from past experiences. I will not become lazy again.
